Hello all,
So I'm in a hairy situation. Becoming a police officer has been a life long dream of mine and my indecisiveness all these years have lead me to make some very poor decisions in life.
I'm recent college graduate with a B.A. I'm 25 years old. Last August I applied to my local police department and was disqualified after my initial backgrounds for being not matured and undisciplined, but I was given the choice to withdraw my files which I did.
I was disqualified for smoking marijuana (last time was April of 2012 ), I have experimented with MDMA (5 times) and cocaine (2 times). I know these are red flags and I deeply regret all these past decisions. I have been clean of all these substances since April 2012. I even cut my ties with the people I was associated with when I have taken these substances.
What I am asking from the community as a whole is if I still stand a chance in ever getting into police academy and what I can do to redeem myself. I understand we all make mistakes and I have no intentions of hiding my past. I understand what I have done was wrong how ever I also believe we all have the capability to make bad choices in life, mine being my weakness to peer pressure.
After I withdrew my files I spoke to a background investigator as to how I can climb my way up to be a worthy candidate and he said "Because I made these decisions at 25 I was past my experimental stage." My only qualm with that is I feel like I am a late bloomer and I came from a very sheltered family however it does not excuse my choices as being wrong. I feel to say I am past my experimental stage is generalizing me.
I would like to know if any of you board members have been in a similar situation I am going through and have been able to overcome this adversity to get into the academy. Any advice would be much appreciated from constructive criticism to being plain out blunt.
I still do plain on applying to a police department in the near future. I was thinking three years from now. And on the side was thinking of donating to rehab centers for drug abuse if that would help.
Thank you all again.